Fitcher’s Bird Sestina
Allyson Shaw
One day that old rag and bone
man came for me, his eyes
bent on wooing. Like my sister
before me, I went away from Mother,
cows, hen house, and the endless eggs
to be gathered, to a bare bridal chamber.
His brown eyes each a chamber
unkempt, reflecting my flesh and bone.
i would find her, her eggs
unbroken. I only have eyes
for you, he sang. Untrue! Mother
warned of such charms. My sister
didn’t listen. I found my sister
while he was away. In the chamber
farthest she lay, undone of mother-
maker, all bits and bone
now, hair flung, eyes
asunder, belly up. Eggs
spilt. I bundled her eggs,
assembled my sister
piece by piece, eyes
in last. Marked in chamber
dark, she stood. Alive. bone-
bland I was when he returned. Mother
taught me deceiving. Mother
calls them girl-pearls, our eggs.
I show him mine and a ring of bone
he gives me, the ring my sister
wore. Innocent of the chamber
he thinks me, but sister’s eyes
see again. I look in his eyes.
There’s a deal to be made, Mother
would say. Take this chamber
of my heart and bring a basket of eggs
and gold to mother (a sister-
laden basket!) for this ring of bone.
I make another sister of flower-decked bone
While he’s gone to Mother. I’m off, coated with petals and eggs
while my twin watches from the chamber with daisy eyes.
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Allyson Shaw lives in Northeast Scotland. She has recently finished writing a book length work of narrative nonfiction about the witch in the Scottish landscape, Ashes and Stones, which will be published in 2023.